Reflections

So when one takes time, becomes reflective when ones normal is quite outgoing they suddenly are quized about what's wrong or the latest, "your sulking". Dude, I'm beat. Not just physically, job interviews (2 in 3 days) are quite taxing. One I wanted the other I did not. Actually I turned down the job I want and the one I don't want will be difficult because it is turning down a friend. And while I love her dearly, I don't want to work in that area.

My mind is shot, I stress sleep, and I think I could go down for a long time. So what to do? Currently I have the iPod, headphones, mac, and am in bed pretty much in the dark. I have everything but you gentle reader, shut totally out. What is missing? Well, if you really have the inside scoop on me, there is one thing really missing, but it would not promote a good outcome here. I would prefer a bottle of crown, Nirvana and/or Pink Floyd, and no one talking to me.

So, what to do. Methinks it's going to be back with the headphones on and not chat with family. They will be okay.